The First Time We Met

He thinks I am waiting for closure. Waiting for him . Anything that calms my mind. Anything that stops the turbulence inside my heart.
I knew it all along when we met.
When he kissed me first time and I felt nothing close to what I have imagined. When he made love to me and it was a blur. When there was no fire between us.
When we talked in person and there were awkward silences. When he didn’t hug me even once .When he was on his phone replying other girls. When he never made me a priority. When he never once clutched my hand .When he didn't hug and cuddle with me in the night. When there were no goodbyes. No goodbye kisses, hugs or talks. When I just touched his hand as a goodbye.

Its strange how people are different. All this while we thought we are so perfect together. Both broken, both burnt, both wanting love .We couldn’t stop talking for hours and now there are silences. Silences that none us want to break. Is it always like this ? Or Am I not capable of love at all ? Loving me virtually has been so easy and now he don’t budge at all ! Silences that none of us want to break.