Note to Self

Daily Tasks of the day - Shut the office laptop and discover the neighborhood. Can you believe these lanes are so quite at 8:00 pm . Just whistle of the trees, some unknown dog barking ( whom I pet afterwards ) and the sound of my footsteps.🌴

I just put my headphones on, with no music playing ( most of the times ) , talk to myself, ponder and walk 🚶‍♀️🌼
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Sometimes I am lucky enough to catch the sunset . But mostly I am not. Just the only time of the day I look forward to. I am glad I am saying look forward to. Because for most of the last months, I didn’t have anything to look forward. Just work, eat , sleep. I barely was more than a robot. I sometimes think it’s the sign of slow healing , very slow healing. Sometimes I think I barely see any changes. I am trying to accept the changes. Really really trying some days. It’s difficult than anything I have ever done. It’s a process, not a very good one but hope is to see the light on the other side.